September 2011
August 2011
Something awful is imminent. Block it or explore it?
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-8-28) →
Bishop Allen (3)
Regina Spektor (2)
Tom Waits (2)
of Montreal (2)
Laura Marling (2)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
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wake & bake at 3pm after finding a belt to hang around my neck for a makeshift sling
(rib is NOT getting better. X-ray results tomorrow.)
rediscovered my love of my old hippy pants, decided I’m going to live in them for awhile
this hat that I stole from chris might be stuck on my head for awhile, too. I don’t care how hot it is, it makes me happy.
still wearing that white shirt...
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awkwizard replied to your photo: I’m awfully distracted right now and not much…
can take out on date will pick up around 8 k cool
Forever waiting for you.
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“There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable.”
– C.S. Lewis | via feerawr-me (via quote-book)
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I think I say, “don’t look at me” way too many times daily. Sometimes somebody looking into my eyes is the most terrifying thing. I don’t know how to handle it and I don’t know what to do (I look at lips a lot, instead). I sometimes resent my ambiguous gender because it draws more stares that people think they are justified in giving because you’re confusing.
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learnyouracbs replied to your photo: …? YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE, GUYS. I think…
What you don’t remember is the 30 minutes you spent deciphering this for me.
Oh man. Was it sexy?
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Fuck this can somebody just come sob on my...
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Anonymous asked: Are you open to anonymous email addresses?
Now hiring: email therapist.
No qualifications requied. I want someone I don’t really know to tell my deep dark secrets to, and for them to tell me theirs in return. I don’t claim to be the best at responding, and I don’t expect immediate responses. I just want a real person to hear me. I want to her similar problems that someone else has. Maybe we could help eachother. Maybe we could just listen. I just...
Sometimes death seems like an awfully good answer.
Not to worry anyone. If it’d wanted to do it, it woud be done. But. I’m not mad at anyone or anything. My life is fine. My life is exactly how I made it to be, and I can make it into whatever else I want. But oh so often, I feel like I’ve experienced enough. I’ve loved it. This ridiculous inner turmoil seems so unnecessary. I know you, life. I know you don’t do this...
I am trying to find this quote. In a book that I have on my lap. And I can’t. And I want it so hard, not even to do anything with it, just to read it again. And I can’t find it. And I have it written down in an old journal that is locked in a trunk under lots of boxes in the closet under the stairs and I think I might want it hard enough to dig it out, even if it will wake the house.
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genderqueer:
Submission from so-what-if-i-am:
I am biologically female and don’t mind being called by female pronouns. But when I’m accidentally called by male pronouns, I am overjoyed. I stopped caring about what this means.
Waking up with sads, staying in bed hours and hours after I open my eyes. Feeling guilty about eating. Angry at everything. Someone tell me something nice to read, to make me think and to make me breathe.
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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-8-21) →
Eels (33)
Laurie Anderson (20)
Astronautalis (17)
fun. (14)
Frightened Rabbit (8)
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Will anybody be around in like an hour?
Tonight could be better.
Borrow a computer, Spice Girls start to play?
Oh hello. I think I love you.
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Some things I would NEVER do a few years ago:
-Dance at a club
-Take a video if myself, let alone POST it
-Initiate a conversation with someone I found interesting
-Let my parents in on aspects of my life that they wouldn’t approve of
I’m still growing, all the time. I need to tell myself this when I feel hopeless. I thought those things were parts of me that I would always be stuck with, but I got over them and that makes me...
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stressfaktor replied to your video: Found some voice deepening exercise, thought I’d…
dawwww cutie. how long have you been doing your exercises for? :D
Only since yesterday. Haha. I think it works relatively fast, but it’s not permanent or anything so you have to do it every day. Also I think I’m doing it way too much because I got all excited. Whoops!
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WatchFound some voice deepening exercise, thought I’d try. WHY NOT.
And here’s a random video from a few months ago?
Yeah. This is pretty much all I’ve done today. OK WITH IT.
I was just convinced there were three people in...
I had to shake my head and think real hard to remember that I am alone.
THIS IS JUST THE WITHDRAWAL I AM TOTALLY NOT LOSING IT.
No. Nonono.
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“I don’t want to kill myself, I wouldn’t mind dying.”
– Stephen Fry, The Secret Life of a the Manic Depressive (via hopelesstetris)
I think it’s in my happiest moments that I think about death the most. On a plane to a new adventure? I’v been living and I’ll keep living until I’m not and if this was it, it was a good run....
Things I have learned thus far in life:
your bad dancing is a lot less likely to be noticed as bad dancing if you don’t tell anyone you’re a bad dancer
compliments mean more if you’re honest in what you share with the world
other people judging you doesn’t mean shit if you are happy with who you are
beer is kinda tasty
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WatchAlex, you’re not even sleeping. I SEE YOU. And I blame you for this 5am rockbanding with the internet.
I should join a bunch of dating sites and just have this as my video. I’d be such a commodity. Why wasn’t I in the beatles.
Friends should maybe not leave bunches of beer in my fridge when my mental state is already questionable.
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Watchrekomuse:
Goodbye Seagull man.
Thisssss made me smile. <3
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yellowbeesteward replied to your post: I need to shower and nap and eat foods that aren’t…
there are foods that aren’t marshmallows?
There are also cupcakes!
So just for fun let’s write out all the symptoms from Celexa withdrawl and bold the ones that apply right now. Yeah! For fun!
Anxiety • Dizziness • Fatigue • Headache • Insomnia Tremors • Visual hallucinations • Diarrhea • Nausea Vomiting • Restlessness • Blurred vision • Muscle and joint pain Jolting electric “zaps” • Tingling sensations • Fever Abdominal discomfort • Flu symptoms...
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pputyourdukesupp asked: i have to go back through your posts daily so i DON'T MISS A SINGLE THING.
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Anonymous asked: Can you describe the difference between being agendered and genderqueer? Is there one?
It really sucks when you realize how much you need medication just to live.
I forgot my pill for the last few days and I went to a wedding reception and I’m thinking about my dad and my family and my dead bunny and I have successfully avoided crying all night but it is hard. Things.
Quick, guys!
How do you tell if a date is a date? I’m way too oblivious.
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Buh. No amount of fancy can hide this hangover. Also I just got toothpaste in my eye.
I’m so late.
Okokok I’m gonna be an adult and do things and go places I said I’d go to.
But I’m gonna even it out by having no idea how I will get home / where I will sleep tonight.
Time to go get fancy.
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learnyouracbs replied to your post: I need to shower and nap and eat foods that aren’t marshmallows
ilu because you’re a grown-up
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I need to shower and nap and eat foods that aren't...
but I just keep watching House. Wah.
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I wish I could just want the things I want to...
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I rarely reblog pictures of cute animals because I... →
lookatthiscute.tumblr.com
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