I’m feeling incredibly cut off. I want my friends here but I can barely talk while they are. They ask questions and my honest answer to absolutely everything is “I don’t know…”
Am I more likely to create panic or indifference by behaving this way? I want somebody to care but I can’t handle it when they do.
I need to get out of my apartment. Audit a class, get a job, join a meditation group.
I am so happy with my life and my surroundings, but I need to avoid stagnating before I want to run.